I'm not happy

The inside recesses of my mind.
Run-on sentences.
Thought pattern.
Streaming.
Spring(:
Lady GaGa.
Flowers.
Music.
Waitress.
Cold.
Art.
Exhausted.
Enlightened.
Intelligent.
Sassy.
Long Hair.
Smile.
Grapefruit.
Lonely.
Balanced.

<3 K.A.F + J.C.D <3 My heart, my heros.

I was.

but now I’m not. I thought what i did was making me happy but it didn’t and its not.