but now I’m not. I thought what i did was making me happy but it didn’t and its not.
I am just going to be happy. I need this I want this. I deserve this
I need to just get over it all and move on.
THIS is my chance I gotta take it.
I know it will all work out on the otherside
She has no clue and omfg so happy.
He makes me feel so much better inside.
And the best part is we are not running with it we are walking and Its so great.
Your the best.
So me and him
<3 <3 <3
But. We are both happy so yeah its alright
I think I have a coworker that likes me. How fucking awkward.
And tonight everyone needed to take some “man the fuck up” pills cause it was pathetic.
I see the co-worker tomorrow night.
Let’s go Denny’s.
Aloe Cucumber <3
Tonight is magic right now
I hate people who make me reflect. I hate people who make me look at myself in the light. Because I don’t want to do that. I want to hide in shame and pretend I’m not who I am. There are some things that are just woven into me and to unweave them means to not be me. *sigh*
sure glad no one is reading this because it makes no sense.
excited. hanging out today. I don’t even care about my meeting or the rain. I am just so damned excited to be out of my house. I have had a few bad days lately and I really need today to turn it around.
So I have found my potential new and exciting thing. It’s funny what a crush will do to you.
BUT I am no longer excited. Today sucks. Like really sucks. I only made 15 dollars last night and I cannot believe my luck.
Everyone seems to be in a horrible mood right now and the only thing that is seeming to fix it is shots. and I have no shots.
Well since I have all this horrible anger and irritation I might as well put it to good use and clean.
So happy that it’s spring. Hoping for a good thunderstorm soon!
I am still forever on the search for my something new and exciting.
Looking forward to today. I know that today will be a great day and I will make it a great one :)
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